in balance with soft circles

floating into this eternal dance

waves and crystals

a perfect equilibrium

constant changing pairs

moving faster and slow

Waiting Smiling

I'll let it come to me'
I will embrace and love from the bottom of my heart
As a me that is out there comming to destroy
and I will love it!

I'm wich arms wide open, waiting it comes

Waking slowly, coming to see the enlight!

Still wanting to fight all that hate about me
He says he comes. I'm fearing

The dark silhouete, coming, slow passes, decided.

A big shadow of myself
He wanna destroy me!
I wanna love him
It's the same you already read.
The same you once read.

he comes to kill me
I waiting to love him

only ours

I feel her in my hands

the smell of her skin under a moon light

pillows and sheets

a care nest

her soft hair

and a perfect smile

a relax face

my chest exploding

she is older now

caress the same is not the same

we grew

a woman what once was innocence

and yet...

the same care

the same love

the same her

the same me

that once I thought was gone

is now in my hands again

making an only our world

pillows and sheets

something we did together

touches and smiles

only we will know

the friendly ticking

I put the clock in the closed

The ticking way from time don't let me think

He says I am wasting my life

He scream desperate for me to go

"Just fucking go!"

And his screams don't let me think

I need a plan for it all

I ned to know what to do

I got have some fun tonight

I need to find someone to love

I need this, I need that

And the ticking is inside my head

"You are wasting me"
He write in my skin

He says wanna help me

So why just don't shut the fuck up?

"The ancient time has gone for long

The future is eaten slowly

and sotimes so fast

You are dying
You are dying and just don't go!
I can't bear this!
What was yesterday won't be today!
And you missed the train!
Over and over again!

And I can't bear this!"
He shouts with hands on my shoulders

Showing his teeth, angrier as I never seen

He sits on the chair and start to cry

"You don't see what I see!
I can't bear this!
You are just throwing me away!"
He says he feels alone

I say I'm sorry.

Guilty I say I know he is right

He says wanna help me

Hence we cry

Together we go outside
He start to walk and I follow him

He laugh and say
"Don't brothá! I must go, you will be alone"
And go...
And so do I...

losing it

I am losing it

in every second I count

every block I walk in the board

going through taxes and tolls

in this pre programmed only way to follow

this slowly falling down to death, this downhill of loss

that you are losing too

We are losing it

we all born just to give it

fear and give it back

love it to death

hate it to red eye

and closed wrists punch the floor

throw yourself to closed rooms

ripping the chest, tearing out our hearts

sucking our soul

our time and our life

I am losing it

in every second I count

every block I walk in the board

going through taxes and tolls

in this pre programmed only way to follow

this slowly falling down to death, this downhill of loss

that you are losing too

We are losing it

we all born just to give it

fear and give it back

love

rolling dices,

russian roulettes make me feel alive

just a game that settle things for real