Complete Surrender

I've cut myself into pieces
Trying to scape from me
Saw into separate parts
Making me breaking apart

Because this I felt incomplete
From myself I had to leave
All the pain of the world inside my chest
Would it never let me a rest

Then I've fallen into complete surrender
Let it hit me with no more defend
Peace as I lye down dying
No more need for this striving

To choose to look into my own eyes
Feeling all I have inside
No more feeding my own lies
I'm the one always by my side