Alone in the dark (When my deepest fears rises)

Still in the cold of me drowning in darkness
A sense of fear of nothing is right behind me
Calmly slow my breath down eyes wide open
Calmly I just feel the rush

Like a stone into the lake
The waves of disturbancing thoughts
Over me
I hold them with my own bare hands
And let they flow
As being part of me

Take control of myself again
Into the eye of the storm
Right after the darkness hour
I see the light of me

I lost my old self
With my name erased
And all my sin commited

And I will still wear my own flag
When I know what inside you lack
Right after my certanly death
Elation of grace and relief