Ghosts From The Past

Since the beginning mother has tortured me with absence

Now I have to deal with demons create inside my own mind

Father has always appeared for me with rage and violence

Make feel unworthy like not a part of this mankind

Cowardice and weakness

Were shown to me

My only parental lessons

Abuse and destruction desire

They never cared for my sadness

How would I care for me

Has fallen into this failure classroom

It's only me who was called

Grown into treason by dirty waves from life

Always fighting against my tendency when I hold a knife

The way I treated the ones trying to help me in my strife

From all that's mine they always come wanting a slice

She was waiting to meet the prince would give her all
Expecting me so much more her deception it was my fault
This thick feelings stuck in me never get out even when I bath in salt
Ghosts from the past always there to assure my own fall