segunda-feira, 29 de setembro de 2014

Venus in Libra (Life So Epic)

Unthoughtless tought
Through speakable mind
Hearable true find
Visible for the eyes

They are mine
You like or not
To me it's all fine
Part of my own plot

Related
What we both
Can make it

Esthetic
Everything always right
Art and life so epic

Beauty
My pleasure and duty
The measure and root


The Extremist

"Every action has an equal and opposite reaction"

Answer
A swear was born
In the moment you chose
Torn decisions
In your sick mind
I am answering it
Your call
My payback
The same currency
But don't expect to know it
When intensity is my own
Don't expect
When occult is my sign
Who has learned to hide in the dark


Fuck The Spring Season

domingo, 28 de setembro de 2014

Ancient Winds (Lemuria Rising)

XIII
(a man who doesn't know his past is doomed to repeat it)

Bending the skies
Your own curvature
In space time

To attract oneself
Back to you
Face and let go
Expose yourself
And let it all go

The Tree of Life (Be The Evolution)

XII

Rise
Be your own guide
Mirror the self
A gift from the gods

This trail of mine
Show me to myself
A mirror of God
Show me to myself

Know (Sun in the Ninth House)

XI

That driven pulse to understand
Guided by my inner emotions
 Pull me to my destiny
Meet me in my dreams

I am hearing
I understand you
So let's make this come true


Dark Desire (The Phoenix Song)

X

I am always wanting some more
Give me a reason to be alive
To feel the joy while I fulfill
Me

Bath me under the sun
Under blood
And virgin pre-cum

Bath me under moonlight
Release from what
Hold me so tight
For so long

Hard heartbeating
Pupil spread open
Burn me inside
Tell me who I am


Black Magnolia (We All Will Die)

IX
(from love and loss)

With this violet
Over this black stain
I shall bring it to you
From what I learned in sadness

Grief
I sit down to cry
Blue
Letting it all go
The  white room
We all will eventually face

You Can, I Know

VIII

Puppies' eyes
Babies' smile
Shine on me

Playing around
All I've found
I want to show you

Dream Tonight (Hope for a Better Home)

VII

At night
When the reality curtain
Close in my eyes
I see it

Calling me
Claiming me
Healing me
Needing me

Real home
True family
My real me

Guilty Game (Abusive Death Waves)

VI

This is your fault
Return to your room
Feel bad about yourself
Unworthy shit
Should got an abortion
You should never been born

Making me dizzy and torn
Felt so wrong
From the ones who should
Nurture me
Caress me
Hold me

Nothingness
I feel sick and tired
Just for being alive
They are the reason
I strive just to be alive


Absence of Meaning (The Reason I Left)

V

Void and empty
Nothing here
Since the beginning
My own falling
Dry dying
Fading away

I am fading away now...

An Insideout Chaos (Hide and Expose)

IV


If you come closer
I will just go
If you keep where I left
Maybe I will come to you

I don't want you to know me
I don't need friends to feel complete
I don't need others to feel whole
I don't need you in me
Anymore

But I turn around
This is what this world
Has done to me

But I break apart
This is my inner hurt
This is my heart

Do you know me?
Look into my eyes and tell me
Do you feel me?
Take my hands and show me

Show me you and I'll show myself
I will show myself
Brave enough, LOOK INTO MY EYES
And tell me
Who am I really?

Ivory Box (The Secrets I Keep)

III

All I've felt
Always told me too much

Empathic
Body and mind reading

All I know
Maybe more than you do
Scorpion moon
Steal your secrets to me
A simple gesture
Freudian slip
And I know
Behind your sick

The feelings floating
The moment we share
They all stuck in me
You are stuck in me
Here between you and me
I feel you inside of me

Crisis (Losing Time)

II

Stuck in this forever road
Once again
What live this life has to obtain
Twice or more I've felt so drained
This game of lose and gain
All is happening once again

Alone in this house
I've walked north south
Covered myself water salty
Tryind again to get roused

Am I forcing me too much
The few I feel to get this clutch
The me has died every morning
For myself I feel this mourning

Yet I'm pulsing alive
A phone call
A knock on my door
And I return alive

Paper Heart (Twelve)

I

Close I feel her breath
So forbidden, wrong
Yet I am dying in desire
Seventeen me
And I don't know who I am
waiting for her lips to tell me
Twelve's lips so close to me
This is wrong
Yet is in my heart
The paper heart she gave me
Her eyes
Her heartbeat over me
Finally the touch
Am I don't care for
Who I am
As I'm melting on that bed
As I lye dying on the floor
As I am yet on that bed
As I lived to live this

Hermes

There is a pattern
I am perceiving

They are happening
Everytime around me

There is a book
I am still reading

There is something
Trying to tell me

There is a way out of here
Into this trail I am following

The words I am saying are forming it
I've been guided be the known

Moving every time
As I describe my own
I am creating this world
Resolving the enigma

sexta-feira, 26 de setembro de 2014

Kaus Theme (in Bm)

I - Paper Heart (Twelve)

Close I feel her breath
So forbidden, wrong
Yet I am dying in desire
Seventeen me
And I don't know who I am
waiting for her lips to tell me
Twelve's lips so close to me
This is wrong
Yet is in my heart
The paper heart she gave me
Her eyes
Her heartbeat over me
Finally the touch
Am I don't care for
Who I am
As I'm melting on that bed
As I lye dying on the floor
As I am yet on that bed
As I lived to live this


II - Crisis (Loosing Time)

Stuck in this forever road
Once again
What live this life has to obtain
Twice or more I've felt so drained
This game of lose and gain
All is happening once again

Alone in this house
I've walked north south
Covered myself water salty
Tryind again to get roused

Am I forcing me too much
The few I feel to get this clutch
The me has died every morning
For myself I feel this mourning

Yet I'm pulsing alive
A phone call
A knock on my door
And I return alive


III - Ivory Box (The Secrets I Keep)

All I've felt
Always told me too much

Empathic
Body and mind reading

All I know
Maybe more than you do
Scorpion moon
Steal your secrets to me
A simple gesture
Freudian slip
And I know
Behind your sick

The feelings floating
The moment we share
They all stuck in me
You are stuck in me
Here between you and me
I feel you inside of me


IV - An Insideout Chaos (Hide and Expose)

If you come closer
I will just go
If you keep where I left
Maybe I will come to you

I don't want you to know me
I don't need friends to feel complete
I don't need others to feel whole
I don't need you in me
Anymore

But I turn around
This is what this world
Has done to me

But I break apart
This is my inner hurt
This is my heart

Do you know me?
Look into my eyes and tell me
Do you feel me?
Take my hands and show me

Show me you and I'll show myself
I will show myself
Brave enough, LOOK INTO MY EYES
And tell me
Who am I really?


V - Absence of Meaning ( The Reason I Left)

Void and empty
Nothing here
Since the beginning
My own falling
Dry dying
Fading away

I am fading away now...


VI - Guilty Game (Abusive Death Waves)

This is your fault
Return to your room
Feel bad about yourself
Unworthy shit
Should got an abortion
You should never been born

Making me dizzy and torn
Felt so wrong
From the ones who should
Nurture me
Caress me
Hold me

Nothingness
I feel sick and tired
Just for being alive
They are the reason
I strive just to be alive


VII - Dream Tonight (Hope for a Better Home)

At night
When the reality curtain
Close in my eyes
I see it

Calling me
Claiming me
Healing me
Needing me

Real home
True family
My real me


VIII - You Can, I Know

Puppies' eyes
Babies' smile
Shine on me

Play around
All I've found
I want to show you


IX - Black Magnolia (We All Will Die)
(from love and loss)

With this violet
Over this black stain
I shall bring it to you
From what I learned in sadness

Grief
I sit down to cry
Blue
Letting it all go
The  white room
We all will eventually face


X - Dark Desire (The Phoenix Song)

I am always wanting some more
Give me a reason to be alive
To feel the joy while I fulfill
Me

Bath me under the sun
Under blood
And virgin pre-cum

Bath me under moonlight
Release from what
Hold me so tight
For so long

Hard heartbeating
Pupil spread open
Burn me inside
Tell me who I am


XI - Know (Sun in the Ninth House)

That driven pulse to understand
Guided by my inner emotions
 Pull me to my destiny
Meet me in my dreams

I am hearing
I understand you
So let's make this come true


XII - The Tree of Life (Be The Evolution)

Rise
Be your own guide
Mirror the self
A gift from the gods

This trail of mine
Show me to myself
A mirror of God
Show me to myself


XIII - Ancient Winds (Lemuria Rising)
(a man who doesn't know his past is doomed to repeat it)

Bending the skies
Your own curvature
In space time

To attract oneself
Back to you
Face and let go
Expose yourself
And let it all go


XV - Ritual (An Awake Up Call)

A ray of light
And there you are
Shinning over yourself

Guided trance state

XIV - The Library of Everything (Meet The Akashic Records)

Earth Book:
Gaia, gave me form
From the cradle of earth
We were born
From her dust we came
For her  dust we shall return
Give strenght when I walk
Bare foot into your trail

Water Book:
























quinta-feira, 25 de setembro de 2014

FReaKqUenciEs brAinWaVes ActiVity SubJecT TeSSSSStInG

[Beta]
Ground
I move you around
Material are the bounds
Wounded crownded world

[Alpha]
Sit down
Breath of one
Just relax and it's done
Open the door you've found

[Gamma]
The party has started
Screaming when I laugh
The higher of the graph
All I have lived

[Theta]
Void
Right where I stand
In silence I comprehend
The path of the choice

[Delta]
Fade
To where we were made
The source of us all
Down up begin to final


sexta-feira, 19 de setembro de 2014

Sub(per)versão

Meta lingua
Ao avesso
Mente a mente
Atravesso
Dual
Ainda reflexo normal
Complexo
Concavo então convexo
Aconceitual
Onda crista vale
Verdade ou se cale
Atemporal
Subatômico
Atônico
Então percebi
Esse livro vivi
A vida consenti
Ávido persistir
Desmontado
Recolado
Reconstruido
A trilha assenti
Tribal
O que vem a levar
Quem ve-te estar
O que quiser
Enfim normal
Sempre normal
Perpétuio anormal

terça-feira, 16 de setembro de 2014

The Deal With The Devil

I - Prologue [Instrumental]

"I will give a hint
For what's coming next
So forgive me for my 
Arrogance
But we can no more
Deal with old fools

And you have to
Make it right

So, listen to my story
This is how I meet the devil..."


II - The Rotten Home

Born weak
Void of love
This is how
I felt it to be
Alone in the dark
Engul in lies
This is not a place
For a child to be
Shadows of fear in
Treason in rear
No friends to help
This is a task of my own
They would never understand
The pain I feel returning home everyday
The  menace of loss from those
Who should nurture you
Abused and taken away
Dying dry going astray
The drunk violent father
The crazy desperate mother
The lack of  affection.
My devil redemption


III - Dark Lord

Master
Let me bleed for you
Let me fight for you
Give me the strenght
To overcome my own
Rage
Needing some reason
Fighting back the treason
The scar inside my heart
Take the best of me
For everyone see
Hiding in the shadow of me
Your voice telling me to go on
Those fools do not know you
The path carved in sins you were drown
Now it's time for they to feel
What's in the chest of the one



IV - Finding My Own

But deep inside
Something is clearly wrong
Something I've putted aside
Pulsating for so long

Is this really me?
Or a mask I wear to shown?
Why so numb there?
What I've hidden from myself?


V - The Duel With The Devil

Shaking trembling
My own voice
The truth for me revealed
Tear me apart
From inside out
Show myself to me
Long past written of my own
Telling me a story
Now I believe
As I hear my
Unspoken words
The demon in my throat
I remember you now
And now I sit in silence
Looking into your eyes


VI -  Liberation [Instrumental]

"Sudden feelings
Memories from the past
The strenght of my resistence
Fading...

The truth for me revealed
Origin of my acts
The moment of the choice
The consequences of me

Tear me apart
Breaking me
Showing me
Leaving me

Leaving...
I am leaving..."



VII - The Sun Exaltation

Life!
Is everything I breath
Everything you are
All it has to be is
Love!
Show me how to be
Show me how to live
My own mastery
And guidance of my own
Soul!
All I'm within
 Under my skin
The sun finally shines on me

A Fallen Tyrant's Advice - YOU ARE THE ONE YOU HATE THE MOST!

The power vibration is similar to HATE!
The power vibration is similar to HATE!
The power vibration is similar to HATE!
The power vibration is similar to HATE!

WATCH OUT PILGRIM
WATCH OUT YOUR BACK! 

THEY ARE COMING FOR YOU!

I see rage in their flaming eyes
BLOOD AND MEAT!

POWER IS ALMOST THE SAME AS RAGE!
Over all the mortals
YOUR OWN!

You can became the one you hate the most!
You can became the one you hate the most!

YOU ARE THE ONE YOU HATE THE MOST
I KNOW SO MANY WHO HAS FALLEN
IN THIS PURSUIT THE SUN!

YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A STORY
HAPPENING AGAIN!

O Olho do Xamã

Desencontrar palavras para tudo o que vejo
Esquecer meu nome e a face no espelho
Afundar nas águas de minha alma
Enterrado  vivo na calma da terra
Atira-me em chamas o fim dessa era
Ventos soprem-me embora e me tragam de volta
A nova história para contar
Através de seu olho me diga quem eu sou
Através de sua voz chama meu verdadeiro nome
Através de sua mente clareza de meu espírito
Através de ti um espelho de mim

Diga-me 
Mostre-me
Machuca-me com tua verdade
Cura-me com tua luz
Eleve-me para onde nunca estive antes

domingo, 14 de setembro de 2014

Shadows of the Self

I've walked into the unknown
Through the shadows of the self
The dark road where we walk alone
I've saw demons and fairies
Angels and gods
I've felt their power

The thunder
The hammer
The mask of eternity
And finally myself

I've whispering thy name
 Those who know who are the same

Dirge of the Wolf

And now
All has ended
The lonely wolf cry
for his tribe

To cry out
facing the moon
of ourselves

The demon weight
On your shoulder

The unspoken scream of despair
Pressuring your heart

Howling full moon light
The mark of my tribe

Invisible eternal bounds
Of our souls

quarta-feira, 10 de setembro de 2014

I Am an Wolf in Human Shape

Howling moon
Weeping day
Moonlight cry
Sunshine mine

Howling me
Sadness  faith
It's all fine
My own shrine




domingo, 7 de setembro de 2014

Banshee

Lamentação acumulada em teu seio
Peso no íntimo fardo e anseio
Pondera vívido sustê-lo sozinho
Ávida quimera em teu canto mundinho
Pôe-te pra fora para te encarar
Bem no agora teu pranto brotar

sábado, 6 de setembro de 2014

Lembra-te de teu Demônio

Ignóbeis ignoradas
Dissimuladas na caligem
Ferrugem manta
Ainda age e te espanta

Contratos firmados na escuridão
Transação maligna sem observação
Ainda tão reais quanto teu ser
Todos os mortais a perecer

E se entendo bem essa troca justa
Quando penso bem na mudança brusca
Solo solilóquio tocando seu harmônio
Lembra-te bem de teu demônio

quinta-feira, 4 de setembro de 2014

Peçonhento

Trago o cigarro por aceitação
Pago picarro por própria punição
Na borda da cratera
Na corda coleira da fera

Cortar-me sentir endorfina
Esmagar-me ficar mais fina
Pela crina, minha própria cabeça
Sempre lembrar por mais que esqueça

Não mais, já vivi muito
Me trás mais, toda a vez que surto
Curto com tudo
Explodo e morro

Sou venenoso
Peçonhento
Sou sujo
Traiçoeiro
Sou nuclear
Radioativo

Da escuridão assisti
Minha própria ação assenti
Faz-me necessário em cena
Involuntário, natureza me acena

Mas me seguro
Impuro só para mim
Assim, mãos atadas
Para nunca
Minhas presas afiadas

terça-feira, 2 de setembro de 2014

A Nascente

Essência que sinto
Luz intrínseca do ser
Avassalador impulso
O desejo de viver e entender
Compreensão
Descomunal inominável uno
Íntima incessante ascensão

Entrego-me
Ofusco escuridão em fulgor
No tártaro do ser de minha própria morada
Longínquo pranto de minha própria criança
Pretérito estígma e ferida
Envolvo-me
Pureza e maestria
Infantil proeficiência
Ressignificar e transcender

Envolve-me e me guia
Esclareça-me sobre ti, óh mãe Gaia
Dádivas de teu útero e pleno amor
Uno contigo
Quebra ilusão da separação
Eu, uma onda de ti

Mutável memória de minha estória
Óbvio óbito de minha pessoa
Livro-me dos grilhões de minha trajetória
Então eu mesmo
Presente tempo e espaço
Agora único ao qual pertenço

Em torno da multidão
Brecha para propalar iluminação
Conduza-me e governo-te à serenidade
Proclama-me teu deus
Coroa-te meu rei
Vivênte onipresente professor
Fere-me afável educador
Talha-me à gravar meu redor

Desfazer-me do todo a colher
Destemido perante o morrer
Outrora ventura passada fortuna
Sublimar a fonte ao estado primal
Paz eu no celeste e infernal
Minha raíz e a própria matriz
Desimpedido natural amor incondicional
Meu irmão, o todo e à mim
Entrelaçamos todos
Em unissono a dizer
"Somos apenas o ser"


A Cobra Venenosa

Cobra-te estar certo
Do deserto o oasis
Fazes luz da escuridão

Luna

Circundam meu senso
Elevam-me ascenso
Leve pluma o que sou
Antes que suma o que restou

Se sou eu a te acompanhar
O que é meu a resguardar
Despertar sob um banho de lua
Uivo na presença tua

segunda-feira, 1 de setembro de 2014

Sorrio

7 da manhã
e levantei
pelo lado errado

beber para misturá-la
entorpecer meus sentimentos
relento, um doce esquecer
por um momento

amassá-la em pó

a superfície de absorção
de minha pura adoração

fumaça
me faça
o mais rápido possível
o meu árido risível

nublado e me clamo profano
escuridão e desconhecido oceano
Sorrio

Poseidon

Drifting, my son
Behold thy paradise
Disguised unstable surface

Faith, holds your back
Fulfill your lack
To feel it back

Slack
When blackened sky
Don't hold it tight
All you call "mine!"

Sink
Going down
Deep
Falling down
"I'm dying!"
So let it go
Let it go
Just let it go

Farewell, my son
Dive into the waves
Stories and tales

Live well, my friend
Give life to this illusion
When you believe
When it's your time to believe