acontece quando quero juntar o todo numa simples poesia

A dor que sinto em outros

Dobre os joelhos em adoração
Arqueie as costas em submissão
Se abraçe para evitar o vazio
Querendo ser levado pelo vento frio

Um pouco mais fundo em seus olhos chorosos
Nú e exposto movimento em rosto vosso
As cicatrizes do tempo em ti para ler
Involuntário, seus sentimentos a me entreter

Pois sozinho às vezes entalados em mim
Eles contam sua história, meios e fins
Segredos? Você não tem nada a provar
A dor que sinto em outros aprendi a gostar

365

Rotation doesn't matter when I am the sun
I got all these dangerous ideas hitting the fan
Tell me do you expect more than that
With your own mind so closed and flat

Burning all mine from inside out
Into this maze I was caught
Mostly sleep and wait had been my year
Now it's time to smile and shed my tears

Good to get dry once in a while
We pretend but ultimately it's all fine
Dancing in the middle of confronting winds
Holding the ties to make a bind

And for all of those scary of their only way
Face right in the eye of the fear I must say
Because paradise is just behind this border
Even when you feel all the pain of others

Lucidez

E de noite quando não estiver esperando
Virei do escuro em teu repouso encanto
Despida das roupas espera sua vez
Mas o que quero não é essa nudez
A carne acostumada ao toque
Mas a face de ecstasy é meu foque
Então rasga-me ao meio
Enquanto penetro teu seio
O beber de ti me satisfaz
Teu sabor minha cabeça faz
Morde e marca-me com tua presa
Estou aberto sem nenhuma defesa
Deusa queima-me por dentro
Em chamas bem meu centro
Apaziguar a fúria com acidez
Ardencia e alívio faz minha lucidez

Desventuras do Drama Alheio

Fique em posição de servidão cidadão
Obedeça em nome da civilização
Deus observa cada sua movimentação
Você também percebe se prestar atenção
Ao drama alheio não baixar a cabeça
Tudo parte do todo antes que eu esqueça
Minha autoridade é a própria liberdade
O significado a própria neutralidade
Não nenhum controle a te dar
Mestre de si mesmo sempre a estar
Mas se tentar me ofender
Minha lámina vai gostar
Se é teu sangue a me oferecer
Eu também sou de matar

Na Real II

O fluor que põe na tua água é uma neurotoxina

Mensagens subliminares na televisão estão te usando para comprar

Você pode não saber, mas tua tv te conhece melhor que você

Você deixa tua tv te conhecer melhor do que você mesmo

Tenha medo e me obedeça, abaixe sua cabeça

De quem você é se esqueça

Produtos parecidos com comida na prateleiras do mercado

De linhas paralelas e ângulos retos estamos cercados

Você está pagando para construir sua própria prisão

E se você acha que falo a verdade

Seus cinco sentidos não são os únicos modos de conhecer a realidade
Seus cinco sentidos não são os únicos modos de conhecer a realidade
Seus cinco sentidos não são os únicos modos de conhecer a realidade
O sistema político democrático é apenas uma ilusão

Por mais que você vote nunca vai mudar

Nunca vai mudar se você não mudar

Então vamos levantar e buscar o que é nosso

Juntos batendo no peito dizendo que eu posso

Substãncias químicas podem te abrir a percepção

Uma mão amiga para se encontrar na confusão

Sinto o peito batendo quando sei que é certo

O que sinto sempre me deixa mais perto

E todo o chão que tu pisas é TEU

Relembrando que os frutos são de todos

E a Terra de ninguém
A Terra é de ninguém
A Terra é de ninguém

Na Real

Aquele que não se conhece está condenado a repetir sua história
O passado é só uma ficção  que você inventou em nome da linearidade
Certo e errado não existem fora de um sistema cultural que assim o defina
A cultura é seu sistema operacional
Você pode mudar sua cultura
Você não é uma engrenagem numa máquina
Você é o criador da máquina
Deus não é algo externo a você
Deus não é algo externo a você
Deus não é algo externo a você
O tempo não é linear
Roma cai nove vezes por hora
A separação entre você e aquilo que você observa é apenas uma ilusão
A luz no fim do túnel não é uma ilusão. O túnel é.
Você cria sua própria realidade
Você cria sua própria realidade
Você cria sua própria realidade
Mas para não...
Nâo pense em como você está se sentindo
Nâo pense em como você está se sentindo
Nâo pense em como você está se sentindo
Afinal isso é sempre com você

Mirror Back

To reflect what do you expect
Unwillingly become before we connect
To dig deep and see what you really are
Because from here you seem so far

No for you is what I say
Better get out of my way
What is mine I am taking back
Your negativeness I mirror back
To you
To face yourself

Alone at night I feel the dark
Even all one I'm in the arc
She tells you a part of you
You don't even know
Prepare for an answer if you put me
Into your show

Oblivion

Shattered memories just to be happy
But feeling pieces of me that lack
That has come to my vision
I let it flow right through oblivion

Lanças e Lembranças

Uma risada e lembranças
Sob os escudo e as lanças
Minha exposição nunca recíproca
Nunca mais o mesmo de minha boca
Você pede para cantar junto a canção
Mas como se você está morto em meu coração?

Orgia Cerebral

Dopamina minha alegria
Seja na cocaína ou na orgia
Querendo muito mais disso
Endorfina o paraíso
Deve ser como a heroína
Lenta e assassina
Mas minha causa minha sina
Formas geométricas avisando
Sucos gástricos gritando
O que liga o ré ao amarelo
Sua vida apenas um elo
Reação em cadeia
Rebelião da vida alheia
Alho água com sal
Para espantar o mal
Mas muito em ócio
A resposta no paradoxo
Dissolver de vez
O que o ácido me fez

Christmas Bullshit Random Gibberish Holiday Special

To drink and to revenge
Like Jesus who is coming back
For you
And he is mad

Timothy Leary like the lyrics
The chemical freedom
The tune in source return
When the moon is above the sun

Will all be fine just enter the line
But what to call mine time
To crave to the thing that is inside
Is it a path to call life

Fuck your bullshit traditions
Fuck your special tv holidays
Fuck  your friendly fake smile
Fuck your vain attempt of domination
That guides you to humilation
Fuck the fear that you have inside
Fuck all the wars that is not yours

The Doomsday Eve

I banish the demons inside my head
I know a career that it's just ahead
When they show me signs and blue turns red
I will be calm inside this burden of feed

I meet some magic in the corner of weed
Far way from the point we usually meet
She's dying want me to look at her eyes
She want me to say "You're mine!"

I see every game they're playing
And I don't like the things they're saying
I crossed the world to meet you
Devil and angels would the same do

Viva La Kaus (Keep The Egotrip Going xD)

When I just want to strew
Over the town orage and yellow
Because theirs hearts been slow
And I have these emotions to show

All the blue above to shine
The planet screams 'I am mine!"
An eagle fly free breaking the law
If you complain well, this was your fault

MADAFAKA (A Tribute to Hank Moody)

Hey big guy! You and me
So relax and nice to be here
I've been joking with the folkies
Even when it's hard and I am all broken
The party has started and I don't want disorder
But I am a disarter when it comes to keep the order
Havoc call my life when I carry the puzzle pieces
But from this cake I want more than a slice
Write my feelings when my acts won't do
I've been wrong and I know you were too
Great Motherfucker! Thank's for the show
Now I'm gonna go for a join or a blow

;)

Tune The Flute

It's coming to you too
If you feel the waves smooth
The piper tunning the flute
Silly girl so cute

The rain over my own
So I sing the song
Notice not alone
But some are gone

Kaus Invite Invisible Friends for Dinner

Ets from the dream world
Teaching how to be an earthling
Fiction guiding reallity
The modality of calculation
Talking to much of sin
Under the sun and symphony
Mushroom pony rose eater
The meeter point of my ejaculation
Loli tantric sex nymph body
Against my groin and my energy
Chocolate lipsticks t-shirt draw
In memory because I use to forget
Easily come dance with me
Feel free to set me free
Twenty minutes trauma keeps
Heavy breathing them away
Neuro surgery mind visualization
Software install book reading migration
|Magic attract the fact
We are under the math
Magnetic act the path
I'm doing it
Seriously
But don't make me be
The sheet of my words
The razor in my tongue

Feedback II

Stones scripts and ancient winds
Made me aware
Old symbols alchemy mind
As I stand and stare
I am breathing you in
I am made in sin
.
.
.

Forcing and way out
To give it all back

Resilience

Just to ignore
It's easy to look away
It's not me and they're
Not at their best
Alignment with truth

I am bending to stay free
To let it pass right through me
Faster than could it be
So I can be free

I've felt this before
So I know I can stand
To survive this is to survive
At all

But death has it mark in me
Before dishonour how it is to be
My own as my center
My own landmark
The safe point
Where I always am

There never was nothing but myself
Even when I am lying death again and again
I breath peace and eternity to bear
It's all so mixed up in me
Confusing or it's seems to be
But never to remind me

RFRKTHRM

Unexplainable things are happening here
In the smoothest of my thinkings
To see the pattern you are in
To know never is a sin

Download to mind what serves you
To find you and me too

Christian Gibberish

Jesus blá blá blá something
I thing I've heard Mother Mary coming
Crucified to make you guilty
Old desires so filthy

He died for you, you know
Just like every hero in the comic store
Walk above the water than turn it to wine
Dr. Manhattan made Mars all fine

Silly tradition for two thousand years
Controlling you by using your fears
Judas did and so will you
Send your god to ultimate truth

The Devil in Me

Forced to do to survive

Relieve the tension for a new thrive

Again the movements of my own

The lesson from flesh and bones

Have it made a new born me

Better than my eyes have seen

Life the hammer and me as the blade

From fires of hell it was created

Waiting The Apocalypse

Lost or bored
Tear and torn
No never coming
Back to return
Of what was us
Again

Death maybe
Or just the calling
To be
New eyes to see
Will it be me

All the time I took
Just to understand my dreams
All the things I touch
Hoping one make me remember me
Unveil your secrets inside out

21/12/2014 às 23:34

Hoje comprei drogas em uma igreja
Nem tomei cuidado para que a polícia não me veja
Ouvi em um desenho sobre conformismo insensato
Perto do natal as pessoas deixam as diferenças de lado
Hoje dias daqueles em que nada aconteceu
Nenhuma companhia amigável nada apareceu
Mas mesmo assim estava caído em desgraça
Agora posso colocar a culpa na água do mapa
Graça carma o que o destino me fala
Foda-se o que os outros pensam de você
Na mente dos outros nada é tão doce
Andei aprendendo e ensinando a mesma lição
Como rodopio e looping repetindo a mesma canção
Não tenho nenhum disco do pink floyd
E me enojam as palavras de sigmund freud
Carneiro, mas tomo cuidado para não bater a cabeça
E talvez eu conte uma antes que esqueça

Instill The Chill

Construct the structure of this sculpture
Capture the picture within the lecture

Am I reading between the lines
Or is it happening all the time

Feel to fulfill intention and will
Focus uphill to mention the chill instill

Caos Magic

PoP MaGicK!!

A simple drawn of what you want
Seems so silly and infant

Pick any of the inexistent gods
Focus and intention in what you plot

Your altar made of trims and toys
Let it go and feel the joy

The Voodoo Me

They must got another one
I'm lying beneath plutonian sun

Mime a substitute to load their sins
In me never found an way in

Burn and blow the gray ashes old self
And better stop it or turns to yourself

Call Mine

Hurt me so much with intentional ways

As we walk in the painful life

What to learn has to guide me

Pure is burned and the oil is inside

Touch the crust in just social ways

Bleeding through the road of life

Don't know really know 

What exactly should I call mine

Ninja Jesus Sexy Action (A Rhyme for a Sinner)

Cloudening spikes combined
Forking and lingering the touch
So much of you and I used to
Be aware when they are trying to
Confuse you so much would you
Be there when the others showing
Theirs eyes theirs teeth and the meat
We fit the pieces of this magnet sun
The long road run waiting the monsoon
Not so soon they kissed your son
One day return  full circle the turn
Solve the issues of salt water
In you maybe in me too
Striving to look
But I've read the book
I've done the cook
I know how to smooth
Bite the sweat fruit
Earthening the shakes of your highs
Thunderfall whatever it's fine
Was I asking for wrong or right
Seeing through the view so tight
It's a sin but it's all mine
Sitting in silence what you will see
Whatever happens happens so it will be

Excess

Surrender at first
Blind my eye with this sweet mist
So alive when I move my fist

To hold me inside

There Is No Absolute Truth

God has been a pain in the ass
All these years making all this mess
Politicians and economist opening theirs mouths
You can claim me wrong, but you know it's your fault

They gave you a script to guide your life
Never cross the line and you shall be all fine
But my insides keep begging for more
Showing me all these ties had made a sore

Oh and their egos who claim so right
Full of reason they're so justified
I've been searching no absolute truth
Never in their saying or in what they do

Setting Stage For Our Own Extinction

Monetary growth into the men's mind
Natural detach of our own kind
Pollution thrown breath and drink
Overpopulation a problem to think

Wasted, faded into programmed obsolescence
Yet finding my own coalescence
Mixed to fill the gaps
Never known human scrap

For economic reasons this is an warzone
With passion I've sold my  flesh and bones
We are going with all our definitions
Only setting stage for our own extinction

The Reality Is Immaterial

Separation so we finally got there, my friend
All the illusion beginning again the circle
To evolve and understand
Yet trapped inside you own brain

Struggle to find
Doubts in my mind
But this path is carved
Wich this brute stones you call faith

Alone we all are
Together facing the dark
Animals in the arc
Blue floating into space
Hoping at least to leave a trace

To follow
Remember me my friend
Did we meet?
Was that you?

Dream, destiny and dejavu
Life and death both calling you

The Cruel Tutelage

Taste me
To see if a care
Show me
Your teeth, your wrath
Wake up
There is no time to rest
This is the
Call you have to answer

Into this frivolous dying mind
What should I finally find
Leaving you fade to black
You to fulfill the piece lacking

And it's coming to you
Forcing your way
Out of yourself

Sub Reflexo

Pessoas tem baús esquecidos
Pessoas esquecem brinquedos no porão

Eu sou um espelho no fundo do poço
Eu sou uma jarra vazia

Excalibur

Nunca Termina

Você pode passar batom na bunda
Você pode dizer que ela afunda
Ou substituir chocolate por serragem
Imagens juntas formando a barragem
Num mergulho na passarela para a felicidade
Enquanto cresço árvores por toda a cidade
Coço suas costas para não se esfregar
Escondo o bagulho para não te entregar
Comer flores e sou lindo por dentro
Sem rotina e perdi meu centro
Peixe nadando e sou eu abraçado
Quando sem sono viro de lado
No purgatório tracei o carrasco
Chá de cogumelo nú no churrasco
A casa zoneira lá na esquina
Chamaram a polícia mas nunca termina

Spark from those lost in Limbo

I am Neptune

Tell me I am
Or is it another illusion

Remember me my name
To put me into myself

Where are you from
Can you tell your own story

I've felt uncertain as you
Deep down in this warp realm
Have lost the count of time























In this road
For a meaning I don't know

Anarchy K

And the politicians will say
Economist begging to stay

Isolamento

O veneno dos outros
Sempre tão forte em mim
A mordida afiada
Minha cura imediata
A resolução do complexo
Emotivo sem nexo
O espelho no fundo do poço
Imagem, Narciso amaldiçoado
Espelho de nada
Reflexo do vazio
Tantos outros em mim
Com intensidade sua verdade
Mas não quero mais ouvir
Ao redor o reflexo de mim
Apenas me deixem em paz
Apenas me deixem sozinho
Quieto, meu silêncio
Silêncio, meu anúncio

The Dark Zodiac Debris (Black Magic Spoken Spells)

I - Aries
Explosion in your face

The Whole Zodiac Dance

I - Aries
Explosion in motion
To act my path
Domain my reign
My own alone
To win the throne
To proof my own
Forward warrior
Muscle and bones
This is an warzone

II - Taurus
Stable on the ground
Safe with all have found
Blessed be on the table
More be the label
Five more minutes into this sleep
For all I care I ask to keep

III - Gemini
Fly high mind mine
I fine tiny shinning
Shallow diving or
Moon shine
Shrine o' mine
Or cool finding
Flying highing
Neverminding
It's mine fine
Sunny bright
Stormy windy
Mind o'mine

IIII - Cancer
Feel me care when I touch

Moonlight so too cry so much

To hold you tighter with me

Cherish a look for you to see

Am I taking you right

With me and it's alright

V - Leo
So big laugher
Tell me a joke
Entertain thy crowd
Into your spoke
So royal mate
Show me your reign
Through you've done
What have you created

VI - Virgus
Separate categorized
Analyzed all defined
The order will guard my way
Harmonized in all I say

VII - Libra
Balance is the challenge
The clearance this coherence
Penance or justice
Joyance of guidance
Patience and prudence
The temperance
Before the sentence

VIII- Scorpio
Desires on fires
I came in flames
It's me I see
Loyal in lawless
In choice, flawless
Deep hidden inside
In mind I find
In you I know
The truth, the root
The undergrounded
All unbounded

IX - Sagittarius
Teach me how to live
Talk me through this drift
If it burns you find it cool
All life it's just a school
Preach the word which you believe
All those students breath in relief

X - Capricorn
Disciplined in all deeds

Guaranteed all my needs

Walk straight into the path

Sharping the blade with no rest

Focus into what I have to do

Working hard for the greater good

XI - Aquarius
Transform my way
Until the ideal that guide me
Color full all the grey
My mind until it find them
The place where we stay
Brethrenhood to enlighten
Where we all belong
Now to future singing this song

XII - Pisces
Say I'll swim
Awake still a dream
Moving forms
Forming stories
This illusions
I believe
In faith and hope
I believe

Cancer

Feel me care when I touch

Moonlight so too cry so much

To hold you tighter with me

Cherish a look for you to see

Am I taking you right

With me and it's alright

Capricorn

Disciplined in all deeds

Guaranteed all my needs

Walk straight into the path

Sharping the blade with no rest

Focus into what I have to do

Working hard for the greater good

Libra

Balance is the challenge
The clearance this coherence
Penance or justice
Joyance of guidance
Patience and prudence
The temperance
Before the sentence

Sagittarius

Teach me how to live
Talk me through this drift
If it burns you find it cool
All life it's just a school
Preach the word which you believe
All those students breath in relief

Scorpio

Keep me in too deep
Slip in talk a cheat
Know your own mind
In you all I find
Even in strive to hide
Emotions here so large
Underground stream
Know I keep it in

Taurus

Stable on the ground
Safe with all have found
Blessed be on the table
More be the label
Five more minutes into this sleep
For all I care I ask to keep

Aquarius

Transform my way
Until the ideal that guide me
Color full all the grey
My mind until it find them
The place where we stay
Brethrenhood to enlighten
Where we all belong
Now to future singing this song

Manipura

Behold the carve from my own hands
Worked so hard now where I stand
Yellow flame burning the needs of my own
Will and strength to build this kingdom

The Golden Road

And sometimes we have to choose
Who is to be close to pass on
And in which fountain we drink in
Not surrender to the thirsty at first

Para Doxo

I Am God

To capture the moment
A rapture from creation
An eternal monument
A frozen instant
Now

Light folder into
Space and time
Yet I am of my own
Yet I am somehow alone

Yet from dust I came
Yet to dust return

But when I feel the light
No shadow of doubt
No shallow thought
All fine, it's all right

From the bottom of one's heart
"I am God"
I remember the day I realized
"I am God"
To the ones who has profaned
"I am God"
Grace and courage has claimed
"I am God"

Aries

Explosion in motion
To act my path
Domain my reign
My own alone
To win the throne
To proof my own
Forward warrior
Muscle and bones
This is an warzone

Scorpio

Desires on fires
I came in flames
It's me I see
Loyal in lawless
In choice, flawless
Deep hidden inside
In mind I find
In you I know
The truth, the root
The undergrounded
All unbounded

Gemini

Fly high mind mine
I fine tiny shinning
Shallow diving or
Moon shine
Shrine o' mine
Or cool finding
Flying highing
Neverminding
It's mine fine
Sunny bright
Stormy windy
Mind o'mine

The Scorpio Moon

Don't keep for me resentments
After we cross all these moments
I know you've just came to
Make my will in you
Exactly what you gave me
Is what you will get back of me
Just like it was fair
Kill you in an affair
Just to clear a mind torn
Who will make you reborn
If you think knife is in hands
I've already cutted ours amends
From my mouth you will hear a "no!"
When you try a scheme to thrown

Pisces

Say I'll swim
Awake still a dream
Moving forms
Forming stories
This illusions
I believe
In faith and hope
I believe

Answer

So if come close enough
I will just tear your heart from inside out
A little taste from your curiosity
































to strive so hard
Not ever a lie

Full Color Aura Seeing (Sparks from Falling Water)

Shine your story to me
Let through mind see
Expose who you really are
Spell for me your own star
Guided discipline raise
Vibration to tune in to
Me see you a brighter
Light enlighten a lighter me

Sparks from Falling Water

Leo

So big laugher
Tell me a joke
Entertain thy crowd
They seek inspiration
Into your spoke
So royal mate
Show me your reign
Through you've done
Justify thy being
What have you created

Virgus

Separate categorized
Analyzed all defined
The order will guard my way
Harmonized in all I say

Inner peace guard my back
Through this dark path
Always in my track

The Secret Seller

I - Fruit of Knowlodge

Tell me what do you believe
It's where we heal these sicks
Times we live in
Carved in stones*
Times we are dying in
Into my flesh and bones

To turn the sheep into a wolf
One bite and in knowledge engulf
To understand the secrets of you
I must be there too

Brand New Floor

Manipulation I can do too

When I feel the fear in you

To relief the pressure you do

Mind constant machine I know you

Then you throw to me

Trying to make everybody see

Hold on me

But the weight I carry in my back

May one day just overflow

And you will fade way

Just like the waves

Taking everything in it's way

Constant gross in all
And  yet claim to be my pal

I'm overdone

And crossed the bridges that you would

Never stepping in

Cus' your cowardice would spark

With the lights of this brand new floor

I've prepared just for me

Enters who can take it in

Don't Think In How You Are Feeling

I've drunk too much to numb
Smoke and pills to cover it up
I am the only one to feel like this
Reckless wreckless I avoid to see

IN ME
This happens inside of me

I'm hurting to feel alive
I'm striving to say it's mine
Relief this pressure I feel within
Everytime I STOP TO BREATH
A WHILE
THEY COME

DON'T THINK IN HOW YOU ARE FEELING
DON'T FEEL THIS YOU KEEP INSIDE YOU
DON'T THINK IN HOW YOU ARE FEELING
DON'T YOU REMEMBER THE PAIN

Mars Exaltation

Spiders

Mandala drawn for the first
Into this place

Sister's design thy fate
Am I one?

My kind asks for me
And so I will

The hole in ours souls
Fulfil my bare hands

Read between the lines
Of our mind

Expose me naked stringed up
So I'll fly

I've plotted this big scheme
To prove a thing

You will never know
As I'm laughing in the background

To It's Place

Give me another dry year

To passes me by

Return the sun to it's place

Rotational but not a race

Face the empty eyes

In the mirror of the self

Choking with their lies

i'm above my shelf

I'm in control of my emotions

Does a God exist without devotion?

Am I in too much motion?

Saturn's Return

Cobain putted the gun into his mouth
And pulled the trigger

I'm trying to transform this
Thought my faith

Asking Gods which I don't believe
To forgive

I've putted my focus in this
Discipline

Cut me down into smaller pieces
Easy digest

Friends, disposable item

Still hope
One day
I would
Go back
But no!
Burned bridges
In my way to here
To never come back again
People as deleted files
Friends disposable item
Easily, you are gone
Poetry, shall you become
And your will
Nevermore

Analgesia Prologa Voluntária Deliberada - Um Manifesto

Uivei meu cancer para fora
Cravei para pertencer no agora

Pela boca, ajoelhado, o que me dói

Aquela época, estraçalhado, mas já foi

Indiferente analgesia
para a calma, uma orgia

Mais
quando desejar morrer em público
revelar o sofrer etílico
o vencer fálico
crescer bíblico
errádico
(ainda profano)

Para toda a hora
Nunca mais
Então vou-me embora
Até nunca mais

(quero mais que todos vocês se fodam
parte cinco ou seis)

All Data Deletion

Through the transcendent experience

The miracle of healing

I could find myself again

From the storage of the Earth

I got this familiar feeling

That this is just like to be just born

Untill we filter our sensations

Into the painful ways

I can back up the long walk to get here

But it seems to don't mind me

So this is what the ecstasy of being?

Or will I cry for what I've done before?

Staring forever, the eternal final moment

We are watching the closing gates

The biggest picture

The great theatre of life

For some moments this has been fun my friend

The bridge between us

Shattered by the river storm

But will never turn into a wall

Now into the stream, the forever flow

Guiding and been guided by the call of times

You and me just echoes from the big bang
Untill gravity consumes us all

The Healing Circle

(Moon in the Eight House)

Suddenly
The emotions changes through me
Faithfully
Tidal makes me deep

Drifting floating
Quick sink
And drown

Choke in chest
From the weight
I carry in

From others ghosts
That haunts me hell
The non believe into
Grow a shell

The healing circle
My feeling purpose
My heart still beating
The feeling of belong








"Cus mother, I never wanted
To you suffering like it did
Yet it's my back
All your deeds

But no more
Without your weight on my shoulder
Not you on my back
No more
Take on  me...

...I'm not a part of you."

Já conheci pessoas que me conheciam melhor do que eu

Antares

Corte mais profundo para extrair a cor
Sorte no mundo quem entende a dor
A beleza está contida na tragédia
A leveza do sorriso, minha comédia
(Particular)

Momento terrível de minha vida

Fragmento ferível me cria dúvida

Entender bem o pulso que te move

Sintir além do que o olho promove

Queima-me por dentro, destruição

Arde em fulgor, regeneração

Contigo estou o vale a descer

Penetrar fundo, o claro escurecer

The Spider

Mirror (My Dear Ego)

So pretty the imagine in the glass
But how do you feel in the heart
Can you feel your own power
Running through your veins again
Pilgrim, life has these deals
My dear
Can you this big smile in the mirror
It's yours
To love oneself again
Tell me
Are you getting fun enough?

We were waiting
(I am falling into your arms)
We've been calling you
(I am hearing you now)
Come to meet me

The Black Snake

Dissolve

Your story written on your motivation
Craving me for my attention
When you propose a puzzle to be solved
How deep we will dissolve

Kind of Hard

I want to complain
About something in my life
Something is in my throat
But I don't have words to find

They gave me things
Only to take them away
They want me to keep awake
Even when I feel I'm fading away

Been left alone
Has been my dream for all the while
But now I am here
And it's a kind of hard to find me

The Shadow Worker

"Os infernos pelos quais passei não se comparam com aqueles pelos quais você passaram."

The Shadow Worker

"

ALL DATA DELETION

(The psychedelic experience)

There is God inside your heart
who wants to be set free

There is some keys you can use
To find him within

The Alchemist

Elemental Books

XIV

Earth Book:
Gaia, gave me form
From the cradle of earth
We were born
From her dust we came
For her  dust we shall return
Give me strength when I walk
Bare foot into thy trail

Water Book:
This is why we cry
Dry, I can't feel it
Dive into one's heart
Know thyself
Pleasure and pain
Rain drops on the top
Silence at the edge

Fire Book:
Action and it's done

Vertical Cut on The Wrist

I've done
With my own hands
To rip off part of you in me
From what has just
TAKING IT AWAY FROM ME
This is my blood dropping on the floor
This is my own begging you to stop

Forget My Name

I'm empty
So full
Of me and others
When I carry them
Over me, with me
Burdens I feel
For so long now
Black and white
Light and dark
I've been there
Here so many times
Before  we all even meet
I've been searching
I've been longing
Take me where I have to be
Pagan or whatever is the fame
I've done everything you claim profane
And holy is everything If I forget my name

The Wake Up Call

Open thy eye
Pilgrim!

In To Me See

(Intimacy - The Only Thing That Really Matters)

See me
Feel me
Hear me
(Understand)

Reach me
I am trying
So hard
To reach you
(I can see you
Through the mist)

Caress me
Hold me tight
I will hold you
Forever
(Be with me)

I see you
Under your surface
Dancing through the waves
In to me see you
I see you into me
In to me see the world
I see all you really are

Let me embrace you
For  who you really are
For who we really are

Rising Star in Pisces (Leave Me Alone)

Isolation

The peace of my mind

Healthy of my kind
Nature of my findings

Spiritual monumental
Universal emotional mental
My call, within we all
Breaking the wall
Waiting the fall

Polymorph exterior apparence
Harmonic with eternity dance
I am
And that's up for only me

Moon in The 8ht House

Waves inside of me
Tides beneath my skin
Am I
Alone in this own world
Made of suffering
This ocean of sorrrow
Nobody will ever understand
Alive
So to speak
Suddenly in any curve
In my home, my town
The self space and time
Myself, myself, myself
Am I one

This game of knowing
others better than they do
has it's price

And whos a real heart
and claim that nothing
is mine

What will I do when I
Realize you
Will never

Understand me under

Sensui

I've opened all the gates

My Own Voice

Through my throat
All I know
Shall I do
In my world

O Inimigo Interno

Venus in Libra (Life So Epic)

Unthoughtless tought
Through speakable mind
Hearable true find
Visible for the eyes

They are mine
You like or not
To me it's all fine
Part of my own plot

Related
What we both
Can make it

Esthetic
Everything always right
Art and life so epic

Beauty
My pleasure and duty
The measure and root

The Extremist

"Every action has an equal and opposite reaction"

Answer
A swear was born
In the moment you chose
Torn decisions
In your sick mind
I am answering it
Your call
My payback
The same currency
But don't expect to know it
When intensity is my own
Don't expect
When occult is my sign
Who has learned to hide in the dark

Fuck The Spring Season

Ancient Winds (Lemuria Rising)

XIII
(a man who doesn't know his past is doomed to repeat it)

Bending the skies
Your own curvature
In space time

To attract oneself
Back to you
Face and let go
Expose yourself
And let it all go

The Tree of Life (Be The Evolution)

XII

Rise
Be your own guide
Mirror the self
A gift from the gods

This trail of mine
Show me to myself
A mirror of God
Show me to myself

Know (Sun in the Ninth House)

XI

That driven pulse to understand
Guided by my inner emotions
 Pull me to my destiny
Meet me in my dreams

I am hearing
I understand you
So let's make this come true

Dark Desire (The Phoenix Song)

X

I am always wanting some more
Give me a reason to be alive
To feel the joy while I fulfill
Me

Bath me under the sun
Under blood
And virgin pre-cum

Bath me under moonlight
Release from what
Hold me so tight
For so long

Hard heartbeating
Pupil spread open
Burn me inside
Tell me who I am

Black Magnolia (We All Will Die)

IX
(from love and loss)

With this violet
Over this black stain
I shall bring it to you
From what I learned in sadness

Grief
I sit down to cry
Blue
Letting it all go
The  white room
We all will eventually face

You Can, I Know

VIII

Puppies' eyes
Babies' smile
Shine on me

Playing around
All I've found
I want to show you

Dream Tonight (Hope for a Better Home)

VII

At night
When the reality curtain
Close in my eyes
I see it

Calling me
Claiming me
Healing me
Needing me

Real home
True family
My real me

Guilty Game (Abusive Death Waves)

VI

This is your fault
Return to your room
Feel bad about yourself
Unworthy shit
Should got an abortion
You should never been born

Making me dizzy and torn
Felt so wrong
From the ones who should
Nurture me
Caress me
Hold me

Nothingness
I feel sick and tired
Just for being alive
They are the reason
I strive just to be alive

Absence of Meaning (The Reason I Left)

V

Void and empty
Nothing here
Since the beginning
My own falling
Dry dying
Fading away

I am fading away now...

An Insideout Chaos (Hide and Expose)

IV


If you come closer
I will just go
If you keep where I left
Maybe I will come to you

I don't want you to know me
I don't need friends to feel complete
I don't need others to feel whole
I don't need you in me
Anymore

But I turn around
This is what this world
Has done to me

But I break apart
This is my inner hurt
This is my heart

Do you know me?
Look into my eyes and tell me
Do you feel me?
Take my hands and show me

Show me you and I'll show myself
I will show myself
Brave enough, LOOK INTO MY EYES
And tell me
Who am I really?

Ivory Box (The Secrets I Keep)

III

All I've felt
Always told me too much

Empathic
Body and mind reading

All I know
Maybe more than you do
Scorpion moon
Steal your secrets to me
A simple gesture
Freudian slip
And I know
Behind your sick

The feelings floating
The moment we share
They all stuck in me
You are stuck in me
Here between you and me
I feel you inside of me

Crisis (Losing Time)

II

Stuck in this forever road
Once again
What live this life has to obtain
Twice or more I've felt so drained
This game of lose and gain
All is happening once again

Alone in this house
I've walked north south
Covered myself water salty
Tryind again to get roused

Am I forcing me too much
The few I feel to get this clutch
The me has died every morning
For myself I feel this mourning

Yet I'm pulsing alive
A phone call
A knock on my door
And I return alive

Paper Heart (Twelve)

I

Close I feel her breath
So forbidden, wrong
Yet I am dying in desire
Seventeen me
And I don't know who I am
waiting for her lips to tell me
Twelve's lips so close to me
This is wrong
Yet is in my heart
The paper heart she gave me
Her eyes
Her heartbeat over me
Finally the touch
Am I don't care for
Who I am
As I'm melting on that bed
As I lye dying on the floor
As I am yet on that bed
As I lived to live this

Hermes

There is a pattern
I am perceiving

They are happening
Everytime around me

There is a book
I am still reading

There is something
Trying to tell me

There is a way out of here
Into this trail I am following

The words I am saying are forming it
I've been guided be the known

Moving every time
As I describe my own
I am creating this world
Resolving the enigma

Kaus Theme (in Bm)

I - Paper Heart (Twelve)

Close I feel her breath
So forbidden, wrong
Yet I am dying in desire
Seventeen me
And I don't know who I am
waiting for her lips to tell me
Twelve's lips so close to me
This is wrong
Yet is in my heart
The paper heart she gave me
Her eyes
Her heartbeat over me
Finally the touch
Am I don't care for
Who I am
As I'm melting on that bed
As I lye dying on the floor
As I am yet on that bed
As I lived to live this


II - Crisis (Loosing Time)

Stuck in this forever road
Once again
What live this life has to obtain
Twice or more I've felt so drained
This game of lose and gain
All is happening once again

Alone in this house
I've walked north south
Covered myself water salty
Tryind again to get roused

Am I forcing me too much
The few I feel to get this clutch
The me has died every morning
For myself I feel this mourning

Yet I'm pulsing alive
A phone call
A knock on my door
And I return alive


III - Ivory Box (The Secrets I Keep)

All I've felt
Always told me too much

Empathic
Body and mind reading

All I know
Maybe more than you do
Scorpion moon
Steal your secrets to me
A simple gesture
Freudian slip
And I know
Behind your sick

The feelings floating
The moment we share
They all stuck in me
You are stuck in me
Here between you and me
I feel you inside of me


IV - An Insideout Chaos (Hide and Expose)

If you come closer
I will just go
If you keep where I left
Maybe I will come to you

I don't want you to know me
I don't need friends to feel complete
I don't need others to feel whole
I don't need you in me
Anymore

But I turn around
This is what this world
Has done to me

But I break apart
This is my inner hurt
This is my heart

Do you know me?
Look into my eyes and tell me
Do you feel me?
Take my hands and show me

Show me you and I'll show myself
I will show myself
Brave enough, LOOK INTO MY EYES
And tell me
Who am I really?


V - Absence of Meaning ( The Reason I Left)

Void and empty
Nothing here
Since the beginning
My own falling
Dry dying
Fading away

I am fading away now...


VI - Guilty Game (Abusive Death Waves)

This is your fault
Return to your room
Feel bad about yourself
Unworthy shit
Should got an abortion
You should never been born

Making me dizzy and torn
Felt so wrong
From the ones who should
Nurture me
Caress me
Hold me

Nothingness
I feel sick and tired
Just for being alive
They are the reason
I strive just to be alive


VII - Dream Tonight (Hope for a Better Home)

At night
When the reality curtain
Close in my eyes
I see it

Calling me
Claiming me
Healing me
Needing me

Real home
True family
My real me


VIII - You Can, I Know

Puppies' eyes
Babies' smile
Shine on me

Play around
All I've found
I want to show you


IX - Black Magnolia (We All Will Die)
(from love and loss)

With this violet
Over this black stain
I shall bring it to you
From what I learned in sadness

Grief
I sit down to cry
Blue
Letting it all go
The  white room
We all will eventually face


X - Dark Desire (The Phoenix Song)

I am always wanting some more
Give me a reason to be alive
To feel the joy while I fulfill
Me

Bath me under the sun
Under blood
And virgin pre-cum

Bath me under moonlight
Release from what
Hold me so tight
For so long

Hard heartbeating
Pupil spread open
Burn me inside
Tell me who I am


XI - Know (Sun in the Ninth House)

That driven pulse to understand
Guided by my inner emotions
 Pull me to my destiny
Meet me in my dreams

I am hearing
I understand you
So let's make this come true


XII - The Tree of Life (Be The Evolution)

Rise
Be your own guide
Mirror the self
A gift from the gods

This trail of mine
Show me to myself
A mirror of God
Show me to myself


XIII - Ancient Winds (Lemuria Rising)
(a man who doesn't know his past is doomed to repeat it)

Bending the skies
Your own curvature
In space time

To attract oneself
Back to you
Face and let go
Expose yourself
And let it all go


XV - Ritual (An Awake Up Call)

A ray of light
And there you are
Shinning over yourself

Guided trance state

XIV - The Library of Everything (Meet The Akashic Records)

Earth Book:
Gaia, gave me form
From the cradle of earth
We were born
From her dust we came
For her  dust we shall return
Give strenght when I walk
Bare foot into your trail

Water Book:

FReaKqUenciEs brAinWaVes ActiVity SubJecT TeSSSSStInG

[Beta]

Ground

I move you around

Material are the bounds

Wounded crownded world

[Alpha]

Sit down

Breath of one

Just relax and it's done

Open the door you've found

[Gamma]

The party has started

Screaming when I laugh

The higher of the graph

All I have lived

[Theta]

Void

Right where I stand

In silence I comprehend

The path of the choice

[Delta]

Fade

To where we were made

The source of us all

Down up begin to final

Sub(per)versão

Meta lingua
Ao avesso
Mente a mente
Atravesso
Dual
Ainda reflexo normal
Complexo
Concavo então convexo
Aconceitual
Onda crista vale
Verdade ou se cale
Atemporal
Subatômico
Atônico
Então percebi
Esse livro vivi
A vida consenti
Ávido persistir
Desmontado
Recolado
Reconstruido
A trilha assenti
Tribal
O que vem a levar
Quem ve-te estar
O que quiser
Enfim normal
Sempre normal
Perpétuio anormal

The Deal With The Devil

I - Prologue [Instrumental]

"I will give a hint
For what's coming next
So forgive me for my 
Arrogance
But we can no more
Deal with old fools
And you have to
Make it right

So, listen to my story
This is how I meet the devil..."


II - The Rotten Home

Born weak
Void of love
This is how
I felt it to be
Alone in the dark
Engul in lies
This is not a place
For a child to be
Shadows of fear in
Treason in rear
No friends to help
This is a task of my own
They would never understand
The pain I feel returning home everyday
The  menace of loss from those
Who should nurture you
Abused and taken away
Dying dry going astray
The drunk violent father
The crazy desperate mother
The lack of  affection.
My devil redemption


III - Dark Lord

Master
Let me bleed for you
Let me fight for you
Give me the strenght
To overcome my own
Rage
Needing some reason
Fighting back the treason
The scar inside my heart
Take the best of me
For everyone see
Hiding in the shadow of me
Your voice telling me to go on
Those fools do not know you
The path carved in sins you were drown
Now it's time for they to feel
What's in the chest of the one



IV - Finding My Own

But deep inside
Something is clearly wrong
Something I've putted aside
Pulsating for so long

Is this really me?
Or a mask I wear to shown?
Why so numb there?
What I've hidden from myself?


V - The Duel With The Devil

Shaking trembling
My own voice
The truth for me revealed
Tear me apart
From inside out
Show myself to me
Long past written of my own
Telling me a story
Now I believe
As I hear my
Unspoken words
The demon in my throat
I remember you now
And now I sit in silence
Looking into your eyes


VI -  Liberation [Instrumental]

"Sudden feelings
Memories from the past
The strenght of my resistence
Fading...

The truth for me revealed
Origin of my acts
The moment of the choice
The consequences of me

Tear me apart
Breaking me
Showing me
Leaving me

Leaving...
I am leaving..."


VII - The Sun Exaltation

Life!
Is everything I breath
Everything you are
All it has to be is
Love!
Show me how to be
Show me how to live
My own mastery
And guidance of my own
Soul!
All I'm within
 Under my skin
The sun finally shines on me

A Fallen Tyrant's Advice - YOU ARE THE ONE YOU HATE THE MOST!

The power vibration is similar to HATE!
The power vibration is similar to HATE!

The power vibration is similar to HATE!

The power vibration is similar to HATE!

WATCH OUT PILGRIM

WATCH OUT YOUR BACK! 

THEY ARE COMING FOR YOU!

I see rage in their flaming eyes

BLOOD AND MEAT!

POWER IS ALMOST THE SAME AS RAGE!

Over all the mortals

YOUR OWN!

You can became the one you hate the most!
You can became the one you hate the most!

YOU ARE THE ONE YOU HATE THE MOST
I KNOW SO MANY WHO HAS FALLEN
IN THIS PURSUIT THE SUN!

YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A STORY
HAPPENING AGAIN!

O Olho do Xamã

Desencontrar palavras para tudo o que vejo

Esquecer meu nome e a face no espelho

Afundar nas águas de minha alma

Enterrado  vivo na calma da terra

Atira-me em chamas o fim dessa era

Ventos soprem-me embora e me tragam de volta

A nova história para contar

Através de seu olho me diga quem eu sou

Através de sua voz chama meu verdadeiro nome

Através de sua mente clareza de meu espírito

Através de ti um espelho de mim

Diga-me 

Mostre-me

Machuca-me com tua verdade

Cura-me com tua luz

Eleve-me para onde nunca estive antes

Taverna do Kaus

Shadows of the Self

I've walked into the unknown
Through the shadows of the self
The dark road where we walk alone
I've saw demons and fairies
Angels and gods
I've felt their power

The thunder
The hammer
The mask of eternity
And finally myself

I've whispering thy name
 Those who know who are the same

Dirge of the Wolf

And now
All has ended
The lonely wolf cry
for his tribe

To cry out
facing the moon
of ourselves

The demon weight
On your shoulder

The unspoken scream of despair
Pressuring your heart

Howling full moon light
The mark of my tribe

Invisible eternal bounds
Of our souls

I Am an Wolf in Human Shape

Howling moon
Weeping day
Moonlight cry
Sunshine mine

Howling me
Sadness  faith
It's all fine
My own shrine

Banshee

Lamentação acumulada em teu seio

Peso no íntimo fardo e anseio

Pondera vívido sustê-lo sozinho

Ávida quimera em teu canto mundinho

Pôe-te pra fora para te encarar

Bem no agora teu pranto brotar

Lembra-te de teu Demônio

Ignóbeis ignoradas
Dissimuladas na caligem
Ferrugem manta
Ainda age e te espanta

Contratos firmados na escuridão
Transação maligna sem observação
Ainda tão reais quanto teu ser
Todos os mortais a perecer

E se entendo bem essa troca justa
Quando penso bem na mudança brusca
Solo solilóquio tocando seu harmônio
Lembra-te bem de teu demônio

Peçonhento

Trago o cigarro por aceitação
Pago picarro por própria punição
Na borda da cratera
Na corda coleira da fera

Cortar-me sentir endorfina
Esmagar-me ficar mais fina
Pela crina, minha própria cabeça
Sempre lembrar por mais que esqueça

Não mais, já vivi muito
Me trás mais, toda a vez que surto
Curto com tudo
Explodo e morro

Sou venenoso
Peçonhento
Sou sujo
Traiçoeiro
Sou nuclear
Radioativo

Da escuridão assisti
Minha própria ação assenti
Faz-me necessário em cena
Involuntário, natureza me acena

Mas me seguro
Impuro só para mim
Assim, mãos atadas
Para nunca
Minhas presas afiadas

A Nascente

Essência que sinto
Luz intrínseca do ser
Avassalador impulso
O desejo de viver e entender
Compreensão
Descomunal inominável uno
Íntima incessante ascensão

Entrego-me
Ofusco escuridão em fulgor
No tártaro do ser de minha própria morada
Longínquo pranto de minha própria criança
Pretérito estígma e ferida
Envolvo-me
Pureza e maestria
Infantil proeficiência
Ressignificar e transcender

Envolve-me e me guia
Esclareça-me sobre ti, óh mãe Gaia
Dádivas de teu útero e pleno amor
Uno contigo
Quebra ilusão da separação
Eu, uma onda de ti

Mutável memória de minha estória
Óbvio óbito de minha pessoa
Livro-me dos grilhões de minha trajetória
Então eu mesmo
Presente tempo e espaço
Agora único ao qual pertenço

Em torno da multidão
Brecha para propalar iluminação
Conduza-me e governo-te à serenidade
Proclama-me teu deus
Coroa-te meu rei
Vivênte onipresente professor
Fere-me afável educador
Talha-me à gravar meu redor

Desfazer-me do todo a colher
Destemido perante o morrer
Outrora ventura passada fortuna
Sublimar a fonte ao estado primal
Paz eu no celeste e infernal
Minha raíz e a própria matriz
Desimpedido natural amor incondicional
Meu irmão, o todo e à mim
Entrelaçamos todos
Em unissono a dizer
"Somos apenas o ser"

A Cobra Venenosa

Cobra-te estar certo
Do deserto o oasis
Fazes luz da escuridão

Luna

Circundam meu senso
Elevam-me ascenso
Leve pluma o que sou
Antes que suma o que restou

Se sou eu a te acompanhar
O que é meu a resguardar
Despertar sob um banho de lua
Uivo na presença tua

Sorrio

7 da manhã
e levantei
pelo lado errado

beber para misturá-la
entorpecer meus sentimentos
relento, um doce esquecer
por um momento

amassá-la em pó
Só
a superfície de absorção
de minha pura adoração

fumaça
me faça
o mais rápido possível
o meu árido risível

nublado e me clamo profano
escuridão e desconhecido oceano
Sorrio

Poseidon

Drifting, my son
Behold thy paradise
Disguised unstable surface

Faith, holds your back
Fulfill your lack
To feel it back

Slack
When blackened sky
Don't hold it tight
All you call "mine!"

Sink
Going down
Deep
Falling down
"I'm dying!"
So let it go
Let it go
Just let it go

Farewell, my son
Dive into the waves
Stories and tales

Live well, my friend
Give life to this illusion
When you believe
When it's your time to believe

ddd

Reciprocidade

Então de pé
Aceito

Tereza

Freed from chrysalis
A light from the split
Shattered my shell
So I can fly away
Took my hand
Guidance through
My inner being
Dissipate the illusions
In front of my eyes
Teach me how
To dissolve myself
And be one with the Source
Help see me with my new eyes
How to overcome my self past lies
To heal these wounds inside my heart
Live my own life creating my own art
Gratitude for her unconditional love
For showing me there is more above

The Swan

The Next Great Extinction

Reconfigure
Ground zero again
Deletion of all data
From the past
Of the self

Again to live
In other world
Again to feel
The choose we've made
Again and again and again

Turning spinning earth
Give me the best of myself
Wheels withins wheels
Within wheels
Within ourselves

Avoiding The Premonition

Weird recurrent dream
In flowing within the stream
I never felt so alive before
For this I want more

Cience fiction theory
Comes destiny to wash me
Away from my own darkness
To forget this madness

All the past in a blink of an eye
The history I used to call so mine
To understand these visions in my head
In front of me the line straight ahead

To avoid the premonition
Signs needing recognition
Understand the pattern
Present as much as you can

The Dark Harvest

Heads are falling on the floor
Masks shattered from inside out
Hurt so much
Pain and suffering
Into this block walls

I've fallen and still begging for more
It's just a matter of time before I drop out
From death the touch
From life the blowing
We all into this great fall

Survive pilgrim!
See the morning dew of life again
Survive my brother!
Sun light must touch your heart
Survive comrade!
No one of us will be late
When the times comes to the end
The ground opens and the skies bend

Tomando de Volta a Minha Alma

Fraco
Imaturo destreinado
Sugado
Arrasado pelo próprio lar
Sozinho
Sem ninguém em confiar
Sobreviver
Meta para o novo amanhecer

Uma rachadura na parede avisou
Também percebi quando um copo quebrou
Do desespero para a eterna calma
Estou tomando de volta a minha alma

Calculado
Cada movimento em campo
Atuando
Para que ninguém nunca encontre
Jogando
Nesse tabuleiro sem coração
Vencer
É a única opção

Um tropeço na rua alertou
Entender você me realizou
O destino lido em minha palma
Estou tomando de volta a minha alma

Mercúrio em Escorpião

Mergulhado no que você pensou ninguém notar
Intensamente a sensação de seu olhar

Força oposta do que você quer esconder

O que você me diz sem sequer perceber

Estou o tempo todo a desvendar

O oculto entrelinhas e subliminar

Me dê o prazer quando você blefar

Diversão na mesa, os dados a rolar

Se por acaso minha verdade ofende

Em você há alguém que entende
E se não me der a cortesia de mostrar
De ti ele eu irei arrancar
Mas não se preocupe com as cartas na mesa
Guardar segredos é minha fraqueza

Mercúrio em Escorpião

Rush of Ecstasy

LIFE!
In every breath I take
Every sip o'mine
Right in front of my eyes

LOVE!
Is in everything I do
Guiding into my stream
Every beat of my heart

MIND!
In everything I touch
All I have felt
Spread all arround

Just one being
Spreading itself
Evolving in many shape and forms
Just to know itself

I AM!
A living force of will
The self power to stand still
One to always go on

I FEEL!
Flowing right through me
The light from The Source
The pleasure of be

I DO!
Whatever I have to
To satisfy my will
In peace of one heart

I LOVE!
Every lesson learned
Every concious being
All the light from The Source

I SPEAK!
What is my truth
For the power of my words
Express my inner self

I SEE!
All arround me
The earth, sun and the trees
All I mean to be

I UNDERSTAND!
What I am trying to show
To the self of my own
We've never been alone

And it's right there every time I need
Right inside of me
In the silence of my mind
The unconditional love to move on
When this rush of ecstasy flows throught me
The paradise always right where I stand

Panic & Phobia

O Mesmo

Aquele que te acolhe e guia
Aquele que te humilha e destrói
Aquele que te alimenta e ama
Aquele que te odeia e rejeita
Aquele que te abusa e abandona
É apenas você mesmo

Os anjos que te guiam para o norte
A mão que aponta a tua sorte
Aquilo que vai te levar a morte
Os demônios que gritam na sua mente
Anestesiado que nem mais sente
Saberá quando estiver presente

Sol em Escorpião

Verdade
Nunca se esconde de minha luz
Os motivos que te conduz
Para onde aponta sua vontade

Desejo
Pupilas dilatadas quando a vejo
Vivo coração bate com o que gostar
Nada entre eu e o que conquistar

Intensidade
Queima-me por dentro a todo o instante
Combustível infinita energia restante
Em mim ainda toda essa agressividade

Regeneração
Para quando morro de toda a emoção
Depois da queda o tempo me cura
Logo de pé para a próxima aventura

JK

Give me a reason for now I believe
Shine from within when I am with you
Show me in this world
Has something more for me to fight
Fight for me
Fight for us

Show me my way out of this place
Why has been so long since I felt grace?
Am I done?
Done with it all
Done with me

Surviving through the ages
We are standing here

Living forever
To fulfill the empty places
In my mind
In my heart

Flying into matter
For what really matters to me
What matters for all of us

Fardo

Peso

Carrego-te no peito

Lágrimas que não consigo chorar

Após todos esses anos

Coisas que nunca disse

Para quem mostrar

Sem ao menos lembrar

E para não ser um problema

Quando lembro seu emblema

Sorrindo para mim sempre estar

Ambos, o nosso bem-estar

Pelos meus olhos partir

No meu coração residir

Deixo-te vazar

Não mais pesar

Em mim

Diário

Então cruzo as ruas
Em minhas mãos o sangue de novo
Mas ninguém nunca se importa

Entro na casa com meus pés sujos
Jesus pregado me olha com desaprovação
Não seria ele aquele do perdão?

Misturados com os manequins
Vitrine de loja e fila do banco
Odiando cada segundo, a cada momento

Os amantes na praça se abraçam em paixão
O mendigo há alguns metros morre sem emoção
Tão frio que cubro minhas orelhas, meus olhos e minha boca

Águas profundas onde eu mergulho

Mars

Motion

In muscles

Turn on

My Own

Roar

For more

Ready

Ahead

Alive

To thrive

Will carries me anywhere I go

Feel it flowing into your soul

Constant movement what you really are

Abundant energy source to take you far

Scars

Scars we leave in

Time mine

It's fine

We all were born

Within exploding stars

Put me in flames
When I need your name

Strenght to lead me

Where I need to be

The power to do
What I have to

Idealism

We do the same as the old ones

Repeating ourselves once in a while

The closed off circle we are on

Smile, pretend it's all fine

With my both eyes I've seen it all

Hell and paradise we're already living on

This age of illusion is about to fall

Take a step and survive to go on

I see you trembling all along the way

To say

Is this the life you wish to stay?

Stand for yourself

And after that

Find something bigger than you

Which you believe in

Stand for your own

In this fight we are not alone

This time is for a change

Before we all be gone

This is the only reason

I've been living for so long

In my heart carrying this treason

But ready for what's comming along

Todos Jogamos

Cruza os braços para fechar o coração

Nesse momento não querer sentir emoção

Perplexo coçando a orelha

Como faço o que me der na telha?

Sei que sou eu pelo seu pé aponta

Tão fácil que me desaponta

Nenhuma reação? Algo te intriga! 

Discutir para que? Se você quer mesmo uma briga

Justifica tua insegurança

Com as mãos que enche a pança

Se não curva para o mesmo senhor

Será que pensa ser melhor?

Justifica tua baixa auto-estima

Mas acredita estar por cima

E antes que suas mentiras você conte

Saiba que não quero construir essa ponte

Ameaça sente quando estou presente

Minhas costas retas querem curvar

Não tenho culpa pelo que você sente

Nenhuma emoção para te dar

Tire suas mãos de meus ombros

Não faço parte de seus escombros

Não vou guardar seu nome muito menos rancor

Mas se clama meu mestre te prometo dor

Se você não entende o jogo que todos jogamos

Qual a graça de estar onde estamos?

Livre-Arbítrio

Eu e Tu

As memórias dos aromas
Pedindo-me para que eu te coma
Sinônimos gritar e amar

Seus gemidos de prazer
Tudo que desejo ter
Apenas doce ao penetrar

Despertei com os pés na areia
Nadei com peixes e uma sereia
O bem que me faz a água do mar

E se estou ao seu lado
Ou da solidão acompanhado
Não define o juízo que vou ter

Experiências inefáveis
Momentos inamáveis
Qualquer coisa que venha entreter

Palavrinhas bonitinhas
Todas construidinhas
Mas em ti o que sou não vai viver

Vem a imagem denegrir
Sem antes conferir
Essas coisas ainda me fazem rir

Juntando pólos opostos
Reagem químicos compostos
Sem fazer nada me faz sorrir

Em silêncio a oração
Pecado primordial e perdão
Sempre desejando partir

Com o cachorro na esquina falei
Fantasmas e demônios estripei
E com sua pele limpo meu suor

Estou falando com o mau
Inaceitável sob os degraus
Pequenos urros de rancor

Bêbado na sarjeta
Negociando com o capeta
Com Deus ao meu lado para depor

Me esforço para manter a rima

Você pode conferir acima

Desenho o que passa pelo azul

Os seus olhos a observar

O universo a explorar

Indefinido sem chão norte ou sul

Sensações estranhas o que somos

Orquestra sinfônica dos cosmos

Sozinhos nunca estamos eu e tu

The Black Box of Nothing

The box containing what should saved us
Was empty all along

Yet it kept us in hope with ourselves
By trusting in it

People found themselves in panic and despair
Because nothing was holding their hopes
And dreams

(Few as I realized
It was in us all the time..)

Then it began...

Pessoas Mortas

Pensaram que eram
Então se tornaram
Ficaram

Tem um amigo querendo falar contigo
Em você ele vê um abrigo
Logo após onde os olhos podem ver

Tem um amigo que você não pode ver
Apareceram no caminho que sigo
Eles falam demais e eu nem ligo

Mars

Good Weird

Karma

This pattern happens once in a while
Reflections of these scars and tears o'mine

They are here to heal my soul
Bared foot on the ground as I wear this crown

To show me the plants from my seeds
Just mirror of the self
Of what I did
What I am
For now

JK

Astrology

It was always written on the stars

The connection between me, sun, moon and mars

All that have made me

From dust

Ground and sky

All that I say 

Will always be mine

I proclaim my space

I proclaim my own

Of my own

Universe going so far

In eternity leave our scar

It was always there

How to bring me back to me

Others' Expectations

The craving in you
For me to stay

Asking my smile
When I can't

Asking me out
When all I need is to be in

When I feel what you want
But don't have how to

I know you too

But it's not in my nature to compromise
When I feel all you put in
The drama you put me in

To fulfill the space I really want
Deny the paper you offer to me
When you need other's expectations
You cause your own frustration

Mnemosine

Seems to leak somekind of accuracy

Mars

The Old Lion II

And so in this eternal struggle
I find moments of peace

To find me staring at the floor
Thinking of what has passed

Scars are there to tell me they were real
But now I can't even tell
Something I just don't feel

Just the wind caressing my skin
Warm under the sun
To fulfill myself
Under the sea to water my heart
Above the grass with my bare feet
Beholding my own hands
Just before hoar again
Around the sun

O Duelo com o Demônio

Quando cai a noite lá fora
E há sempre algo escondido nas sombras
A brisa fria pesando em nossos ombros
Soando ameaça enquanto você sente o ar























Nos sonhos que projetamos como vida
Nos jogos que a mente faz
Para entreter
O duelo com o demônio
Não significa nada
Para quem aprendeu a morrer
Quem já esteve disposto a perder
E errar o caminho

Encarando o demônio
Com as garras em sua garganta

Encravar minhas presas
Na carne, no concreto e no tempo
Voar eternamente etérico
Proclamar meu espaço
Meus pés no chão
Embora nada toque nada
Para sempre existir
Ainda de alguma forma
Sumir
Sangrar através da ferida mortal

Virgus

Pluto

Storaged into the depths of the self

Still echoing the beginning

The source of it all shinning through ourselves

Never separated from anything

They ever were into the books of my shelf

Repeating and repeating all the same things

Always telling the secret of themselves

Always a connection to join the link

REBORN

We need it some day

REBORN

From the ashes

Of your own

After the big wave

The storm

Swallowed by the darkness

The belly of the whale

Death surrender and black out

Just woke in the shore

Not sure alive

To stand again

Breath alive

A brand new day

REBUILD

The self

REBUILD yourself

From the wrecks

Under the morning sun

Dew

Of life

Every fall

Follows a rise

A Noite Eterna

E eu não desejava o dia mais
Então presos nessa noite eterna
Olharíamos uns para os outros
Aterrorizados por essa noite eterna
Faríamos uma fogueira
Encarando a mesma luz
Amedrontados por essa noite eterna
Veríamos a luz que brilha em nós
E a que brilha em cada um de nós












































...

Fully

I breath slowly
Drown myself in sea
Seeking my own divinity
Thrown myself on fire
In order to be reborn
Buried myself on earth
I am rising
With the winds blowing

And from the union of it all
I give birth to myself

My ashes into the water
My ashes to the ground
My ashes made by fire
My ashes blown by the wind

Heal me
Restore me
Fulfill me
Cure me

Allow me to be myself
Make me allow me to be myself
Fully myself

The Fall of Pisces Age

See throught

All it have done to us

Two thousand after

And we are still killing ourselves

Trapped into this spinning

Illusions

Thirsty for conclusions

Never were a winning

For all this time

We all have fallen

Crawling

Asking for help

For all this age

We've been mistaken

Taking his name

Jesus did with fish

We all will carry the waters

Feel it in the air

When it comes

They are falling and colliding

In one truth again

Only one truth

Pela Minha Paz

Sentado sob os olhos do observador
Aquele que pode sentir minha dor
Estende sua mão para me ajudar
Quando tenho esse mundo para mostrar

Só a minha felicidade para cultivar
Apenas o todo como meu lar
Quando apenas respiro o infinito que sou
Agora único o momento em que estou

E se de mim cobra o que não posso dar
Para fora é o único caminho que posso mostrar
E me desculpe se não quiser te ver mais
Hoje só trabalho pela minha paz

The Beast

There's an one to rip your heart

Comming just to eat your eyes

Don't let him a talk start

His tongue so full of lies

It has come from despair and guilty

With his intentions always so filthy

Wanting to suck you dry

Never letting just a try

For these I shall wake from the inside

When the devil is my guide

To become when the time is right

Let the beast come when it's time to fight

The Big Crab

I woke up one of these days
Was the past trying to say
Forcing my way to stay here
It's in my past what I most fear
Oh Big Crab in the sky
Don't bring back my past
I've already cried and said bye bye
This is not me anymore not my last

Wide Awake

She's been there all the time
No matter what you do
And I would become anything
Just to be close to you
But I found myself walking away
Like part of me don't want to stay
Then I walk that way
Towards another day
All the time I've been dreaming you wide awake
Like that day we were playing in the lake
Still in this scene to make
But it's not you
Never were you at all
Now I know it's me
So give it back to me
Give me back to myself

Smoke

Forgive me if was for something I spoke
Someone or somehing you've been told

Finding The Spirit

Call them in times of fear
No guilty for what you've done
There is no shame  when it's time to learn
Wash away sorrow stuck in your heart

To walk this true
First the truth about you
Give me understanding to illusions dissipate
For all of this detach anyway

I'm no material
Not this body
Not this mind

Who are you all waiting for me?
Somehow this feeling of
Familiarity
I'm not feeling the effect of
Gravity

Louder Than My Thoughts

Quem domina a fraqueza que você esconde?
Para quem você pede ajuda
... quando está perdido e não sabe onde?

O que te fez
o que você faz?

Natureza, cria-me de suas entranhas
a força que move para a manhã


Cultura, molda-me com teus costumes
então só mais um peso nos volumes

Condicionado e amaciado
Perfumado e confortado

Mars

Ares

I
A brand new day
Has born
For me
In red
My arms
My own
I'm
The
Only
One
.
.
.
Alive!
Alive!
Alive!
.
.
.
I'm in red
Over me
All is red
I think it's theirs BLOOD



II
I run throught the battle field
Staring their eyes
To see there if I found my sons
Panic and phobia
So they give up the strife
Pathetic crawling for their lifes
Numb in fear
They fall
Some scape
They run
THEY RUN AWAY
THEY RUN AWAY
RUN AWAY FROM ME

And those fools enough to stay
The certain death it's on theirs way
By my hands
My claws and jaws
I rip theirs meat with my teeth
See all of them fall on my feet
Their blood I ask for more
I paint in red all the floor
And my own
Blood over my own
Over my own
Let blood cover my own
Over my own

I am the war in human shape
I am the battle in human shape
I am the fury in human shape
I am the beast in human shape
I am the force in human shape
I am the killing in human shape
I am the power in human shape
I am the evil in human shape

I am the wrath in human shape

Neptune

Through the horizon of thoughts

Far away from what the mind can see

Under the veil maya is telling us

Above this place we call time

Yet just beyond your own eyelids

The realm of forever now

Just whenever I had that feeling

That there is something hidden behind this all

When I think about all the times I've learned

Something new that has opened my eyes

Just in the past few years

No lies

There are no lies in here

No lies

There never were anything

UNREAL

Everytime you are invited to dive

When we close our eyes and fly

In this great self journey we call dreams

Every night call of the unknown

Bring it back

Bring it all back to me

All this time

I've been afraid to live this

But now bring it back to me

Let me swim throught your waves

And see the real me through your eyes

Come to see through me and show me to myself

Become my own mirror to show me to myself

Lilith, The Black Moon

Behold the black moon
Birth from the void
We came froom
We return soon

Fall into mistery
Of the unknown
When the caos guide
Throught the shadows of the self

When you are feeling lost inside
When your pride is gone into the tide
Let yourself go
Into countless infinity

Whatever may come
Never again right or wrong
Whatever you choose
Never again a win or lose

What you must chance
Take a step into the dance
From oneness get a glimpse
To fulfill your own links

Lilith / A Lua Negra / O Poder do Feminino

Lilith, segundo a bíblia foi a primeira mulher de Adão. Representa a mulher primária, o puro poder feminino que não se subjulga ao masculino. Lilith, se negando a servir Adão, foge do paraíso e então se torna um demônio.
Lilith representa o poder feminino de criação de infinitas possibilidades sem o poder de direção e iniciativa do masculino. A pura energia feminina criadora, que do nada criou os seres. Lilith é a Lua Negra, quando o feminino se afasta da luz, o ponto em que a Lua está mais afastada da Terra. O feminino se afasta do masculino, deixando ambos em seu maior potencial, porém sozinhos.
Mas o feminino e o masculino estão condenados a estarem juntos, só juntos podem realizar. A iniciativa e o direcionamento não são nada sem o poder da criação e das possibilidades, assim como o puro potencial não é nada sem um ponto de orientação e um caminho a seguir. Essas energias sem uma para completar a outra acabam se auto-destruindo.
Declarando-se igual ao homem, o feminino se põe no mesmo patamar e então suas características vazam da estrutura, sendo levado sempre ao potencial infinito sem direcionamento, ao caos. O masculino, impondo-se como único ponto de vista, guia e direciona  sem a possibilidade do novo, estando fadado a repetição eterna. Ambos precisam coexistir para a evolução.

15 Minutes And Counting

Here's an oportunity to rewire yourself
In this fifteen minutes, a transformation
It's how long it takes
To chance your way
Change yourself
Remember yourself as a channel
Just a link in this chain
Take control of your life
You are free
As much as you wish
Stop this moment just to breath
Slowly breath in, breath out
Feel your body as one thing
Just one field holding it all together
Watch your thoughts as in a screen
They are not you
Go deeper into your beliefs
What is your creed
Is what you receive
Now you can see the core of it all
The reasons and ways your life has come
To become more of your true self
Make a picture of it
The desire to change
The alternative way
The way you want
Unplug the connection as you are free to do
This is our own brain
Changing your view
Perspective you must achieve
Physiological bridge will change in you
Build your beliefs as you want to believe
Align yourself
With your true self
In this fifteen as we perceieve
Change it all
By changing yourself

Present Friends

Honesty I see in your eyes

Reciprocity I want to give and receive

To walk with my crew

For what we shine in common 

To heal my heart recreate ties

What's in the words I want to believe

People around me I want just a few

To stand with my truth yet respect a man

Obsidian

Caress my soul while
Hurt me with my truth
Tell me what is mine
What have sucken my youth

Why in this journey I haven't been allowed

Why always so sad
Always so void

Tell me what's blocking me
And allow me to feel it's flavor
Show me what I still can't see
Stand and rise make me braver

Show me why I've been in deny

Marte em Áries

Vigor
Queima meus músculos com seu calor
Passo por cima de qualquer dor
Só tranquilo quando banhado em suor

Guerra
Único motivo que me aterra
Todo o momento na frente da levante
Canto vitória banhado em teu sangue

Vermelho correndo em minhas veias
Abrindo meu caminho por todas as vias
Honra de guerreiro que trago em mim
Se escarna minha honra promete seu fim

Eros and Thanatos

I've been talking to it all
Never felt so alive before
Just to fall into this oblivion
Again

Emptiness and void
When my spiral decode
To know it all
I'm here

Lack of life
To live this strife
The power of all my heart
To just wake up in the morning

It's me
Living this contrast
Death and life surrounding me
And I can't let it win over me again
Never over me again