I'm Not Here

It makes me want to just not be here

And so I do

I'm not here

I'm not what are you talking to

This empty vessel

Sent himself far way

I'm not in a word I speak

I'm not really hearing

The pressure was over my soul

So it wanted alone to escape

He did and something stayed

And you simply can't see

That you see it's not me

You can't feel me, you can't hear me

Cuz I'm not

So then, if you want that bad

Go ahead and taste this piece of meat

Suck this bitter blood

If you are that thirsty

Go ahead and walk over this skin

Into my bones

Into this naked body alone in the corner

This gray wall that once was a face

Search for all the resources you thought

Drain the oil from this empty land

This black stained beach

This fading out smoke I became

And you still will not see

I'm not here